When you find a man that will pray with you side by side at night before you go to sleep... he's a keeper... #blessed

If you were a tear in my eye, I wouldn't cry for fear of losing you.



it started off with me just me saying he is just a friend.
then he was my boyfriend.
then my hubby.
then my bes friend.
then my everything.
now he's just my....



i fell for...
the smile
the smell [corny i kno]
the long talks
the kisses
the laughter
the corny jokes
the hugs
the randomness
the felt i got every time i would come around him
the comfort
the support
the realness
the 39849585 million stories he has to tell
the ambition he has

now i wonder.whats next?
or am i just thinking too much.
i should just....let it go?am i really ready for that?
i need answers to questions that keep running and racing in my mind
i hate being confused about love
at one time in my life i thought i had it all figured it out....

love is...finding that imperfect person and seeing them as perfection.

"When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you."

A FOUR LETTER WORD that made things COMPLICATED!



let me tell you guys a little story about "LIEBE" where i come from thats what we call L O V E! have you ever been in LIEBE? how do you even know if you LOVE someone??? its easier to love someTHING rather than someONE! love is justa four letter word that makes it easier for the oppposite sex to take advantage of your feelings for their own benefit, HARSH i know but i know a little something about LOVE! its nothing like LIEBE! Love made me lose so many friends, Love made him Leave me, Beat me, Cheat on me, Hurt me, Use me, & Tease me! Love made me Leave him, Love made me beat her, Love made me HATE him! Love made me cry all alone at night when he wasn't home...Love made me think such CRAZY thoughts about him...Love made assumptions that got me in TROUBLE with the law for him!

"i don't think i'll ever have the strength to LOVE someone again"

Liebe opened my eyes to something so PURE & NEW! Liebe made my eyes tears up from the joy of speaking with you, Liebe made me realize i never wanted to LOVE again...Liebe made me not worry about any other BITCH that you talk to, because i knew that my Liebe for you was true!! Liebe made me realize that even though you got miles on you, i will ride until the day they put flowers on you!

IF YOU ASK ME, i don't mind NEVER falling in LOVE again, as long as the Liebe i have for you is unconditional NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!

Liebe = the german word for LOVE!
LOVE = a four letter word that made things complicated!

Having true love is a sort of wealth! Ask those who have money & cant find the love they need

Sometimes you must close your eyes to truly see...

Truth may not be welcoming to the ears or accepting 2 the heart..what matters most is that its honest words that was told from the heart alot of possitive can come from a negative reaction you jus have to let time take its course and allow it 2 happen.

He'S nOt peRfecT. hE juSt LovEs mE peRfeCtLy.

iM aSkinG yoU to eNviSioN bRing tHe beSt thiNg thaT haS haPPenEd tO a PerSon. tHen tHinK oF me aNd KnoW tHat iS wHat yOu aRe to Me. iM aSkinG yoU tO reMeMber aLL tHe PaSSioNatE PoeMs yOu'vE EvEr heaRD aNd coMbiNe tHem iNtO tHe LarGesT moSt wOndErfuLLesT, goOdEsT beSteSt LovE PoeM. tHeN iMagiNe mE reaDinG thiS pOeM tO yoU. OnE tiMe iN fRonT oF tHousAndS oF peOpLe tO teStiFy hoW gOOd gOd iS foR inTroduCinG uS, tHe oTher miLLioN tiMes aLone iN fRont oF yOu tO teStiFy wHaT yoU meaN tO mE. No maTTeR hoW MaNy tiMes i ReaD iT. hOwEveR, juSt kNow iT wiLL oNLy bE thE haLf oF iT, caUse TheRe aRe nO wOrdS to exPLaiN yoU, my LovE poEm!

LoneLy. wiSh i haD my baBe wiTh mE.:'(.

There are many things that a person can go through. You can go through heartache. You can go through a loved one's passing. What is the purpose of a cold heart. It can be a perminant thing or it can be temporary. Things happen for a reason a person can't explain or understand. It is what it is, it's not for the world or people to understand. If something is made to happen then it's suppose to happen. You can try to change things or life as much as you want but if that's what god wants than that's what he will get. Believe me I know 1st handle going for what I want and always end up back where he wants me. I think at times that this is suppose to happen. There are people made for people and there are people that are suppose to inspire others to do great things and see great things. Don't take this as me expressing my cry's but just how I see things. Feel me or not, This has been written.