Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Amanda Diva-"MANCHILD" video



UMMM MANCHILD..REALIST SONG I'VE EVER HEARD.. I CAN'T CHANGE HIM, I CAN'T BLAME HIM..ITS HARD TO LET GO OF WHT U KW!!!

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream



i need this in my life.....
"Relationships don’t need promises, terms, or conditions. They just need two wonderful people that can be trusted & understood"

Monday, November 15, 2010

08:01 pm
"in july there were fire works exploding but now its getting colder leaves are turning colors. why its just not our season the one and only reason baby oh baby oh summer turned into fall"
Jhene
"i jst wanted to be at peace with you, & if i gotta settle for a piece of you, then i gotta say peace to you"
"Its not a lack of love that ruins a relationship its a lack of friendship"
"I think it takes most men [a little] more time to figure it all out . They will do exactly what you allow them to do, for as long as you allow…and if you get strong enough to stop rewarding inappropriate behavior, either he starts to evolve or he trades you in for a weaker model."
Ms. Erykah Badu
Relationships can be a beautiful thing when people actually take them seriously. Now a days men/women jump into relationships because they start feeling lonely. Yes, being lonely can be miserable but we honestly don’t have to have a boyfriend or girlfriend to keep us company. Take some time out to get to know who you are because most likely some of us don’t know who we truly are. We spend so much time trying to please other people that we act like someone we aren’t. If you can’t be yourself around people it’s clear they don’t need to be in your life.

Anyways back to the relationship thing. If you’re really that lonely go find a friend. Someone you enjoy spending time with. Make sure you two have a understanding. Don’t want to start catching feelings and the next person doesn’t feel the same as you. When we do end up in a relationship with someone I also don’t think our world has to be revolved around them. Stop trying to spend every second in the day together. Both of you still need to have your own lives.

I know when I get a boyfriend, whenever that is, I don’t want him following me everywhere and asking me what I’m doing every five minutes. We both need to have our own friends but at the same time get along with each others. There needs to be days that we just have a break from each other. No texting or calling each other throughout the day. We would need “me time.” Spending too much time together eventually ends relationships. We start getting sick of the person.

Then wassup with people always talking about “I want a bf/gf” knowing they really don’t. They just like how it sounds. Those be the main people that go out and make someone their other half and then ends up cheating on them constantly. Before you start talking about you want to be in a relationship think about the pros/cons of being in one. Shit you can do so much more when you’re single. You can have all the fun you want. I’m not saying go out there and hoe around but shit have fun. What’s the point of being tied down to someone when obviously you aren’t ready. You don’t want to be obligated to anyone just yet. You damn sure don’t want to have to deal with the unnecessary drama.

This is just how I feel at the moment.
"oh baby take what you can get. don’t even bother with my heart… I ain’t looking a steady thing. I ain’t looking for what love brings."
Pink
12:51 pm
"We don’t want boys, we want men. I want [men] to understand that you should listen and understand how women really think and feel about you. Even if you are younger, it’s just basically no bulls— allowed. There’s this song on my album called ‘Buyou’, I wanted to talk about how it’s not cool to mooch off your woman. It’s not manly, it’s very boy-like. I don’t want to take care of my man. I do buy my own things. You are doing nothing for me, you are taking from me and that’s not a good situation. Buy you a phone, buy you a car. It’s like saying, ‘Come correct or don’t come at all.’"
Keri Hilson

The Miseducation Of J.T. Woods"

"I Find It Hard To Say (Rebel)"

[Lauryn Hill Talking]

...I've written it about the whole Amadou Diallo situation...

...It was such a hot time in the city at that point, I was afraid that if I
put the record out, people would Misunderstand what I meant by "Rebel" and
they just take it to the streets...

[One and only verse]

Ok, yeah, alright...
I find it hard to say, that everything is alright
Don't look at me that way, like everything is alright
Cuz my own eyes can see, through all your false pretenses
But what you fail to see, is all the consequences
You think our lives are cheap, and easy to be wasted
As history repeats, so foul you can taste it
And while the people sleep, too comfortable to face it
His life so incomplete, and nothing can replace it
And while the people sleep, too comfortable to face it
Your lives so incomplete, and nothing can replace it
Fret not thyself I say, against these laws of man
Cuz like the Bible says, His blood is on their hands
And what I gotta say, and what I gotta say, is rebel
While today is still today, choose well
And what I gotta say, is rebel, it can't go down this way
Choose well, choose well, choose well...
...choose well, choose well, choose well
And while the people sleep, too comfortable to face it
Your lives are so incomplete, and nothing, and no one, can replace it
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
And what I gotta say, and what I gotta say
And what I gotta say, and what I gotta say
And what I gotta say, and what I gotta say
And what I gotta say, and what I gotta say
Is rebel... rebel, rebel, rebel, rebel, rebel, rebel
Rebel, rebel, rebel, rebel, rebel
Repent, the day is far too spent, rebel... rebel!
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up...
Wake up and rebel
We must destroy in order to rebuild
Wake up, you might as well
Oh are you... oh are you satisfied
Oh are you satisfied
Rebel... ohhh rebel
Why don't you rebel, why don't you rebel?

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

love...


Thinking of you keeps me awake. Dreaming of you keeps me asleep. Being with you keeps me alive.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I love his eyes

the sound of his voice

his smile. he has the cutest little gap

I love how he speaks the truth 110% of the time

the way he talks shit, only because I know he wants to get through to me

how he wants me to do good whether it’s with or without him

All the things I hate about him I also love

If he decided not to ever speak to me again in life there is no way i’d be sad because I got to meet one of the realist people in my whole life and I’m grateful for that even if it doesn’t show.

He’s one person I’ll never forget and that’s just how it is
I think it takes most men [a little] more time to figure it all out . They will do exactly what you allow them to do, for as long as you allow…and if you get strong enough to stop rewarding inappropriate behavior, either he starts to evolve or he trades you in for a weaker model. Ms. Erykah Badu

Monday, October 25, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

missing HIM like krazie!!!


My "Ah that's My Jam II" is Musiq Soulchild's "Ifuleave" feat. Mary J. Blige, is one of the best duets of the year so far. I love this song. I really think they should do more collaborations.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Monday, September 6, 2010

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Friday, April 2, 2010


Ma Man has it all....
Not only does he have to have potential, he has to have had accomplished some things in his life. He has to have a work ethic, because I don’t want to come home to someone sitting on the sofa playing PlayStation. I’m looking for someone who works as hard as I do. Who loves their work as much as I do, so at the end of the night we have something real to talk about, something exciting that makes our blood flow and boil. I need my man to be my homie. If you can’t help me grow, there’s no point with you being in my life.

When you wake up everyday & ur out just trying new things. You realize tht REAL LOVE is so much greater than you. I hope I find it one day.
"every time I ever put my arms around you I felt that I was home"

Thursday, March 4, 2010


klumsy me,i've fallen for you.
"Great relationships are a work of art; they require Love, attention and space to breathe. You can't rush a masterpiece."
Wedding rings are placed on the 4th finger of the left hand because the Romans call it the “vein of love” which runs directly to the heart ♥
"True love is when you put someone on a pedestal, and they fall - but you are there to catch them."

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


Dear Love,
I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate you very much. It's not a special occasion of any sort, but just a reminder that I love you. Thank you for always supporting me and my dreams. No matter how wild they seem to be, you make me feel that I am magical, anything is possible. We've had our ups and our downs and through it all, here we are. You, I and those three beautiful representations of our love. Thank you for being who you are and allowing me to be who I am. "Growth"...that's what life is about and that is what we are doing every day. You are beautiful and I love you. Always..

Monday, February 8, 2010

"It's beauty that captures your attention, personality that captures your heart."

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


When you find a man that will pray with you side by side at night before you go to sleep... he's a keeper... #blessed
If you were a tear in my eye, I wouldn't cry for fear of losing you.



it started off with me just me saying he is just a friend.
then he was my boyfriend.
then my hubby.
then my bes friend.
then my everything.
now he's just my....



i fell for...
the smile
the smell [corny i kno]
the long talks
the kisses
the laughter
the corny jokes
the hugs
the randomness
the felt i got every time i would come around him
the comfort
the support
the realness
the 39849585 million stories he has to tell
the ambition he has

now i wonder.whats next?
or am i just thinking too much.
i should just....let it go?am i really ready for that?
i need answers to questions that keep running and racing in my mind
i hate being confused about love
at one time in my life i thought i had it all figured it out....

love is...finding that imperfect person and seeing them as perfection.


"When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you."


A FOUR LETTER WORD that made things COMPLICATED!



let me tell you guys a little story about "LIEBE" where i come from thats what we call L O V E! have you ever been in LIEBE? how do you even know if you LOVE someone??? its easier to love someTHING rather than someONE! love is justa four letter word that makes it easier for the oppposite sex to take advantage of your feelings for their own benefit, HARSH i know but i know a little something about LOVE! its nothing like LIEBE! Love made me lose so many friends, Love made him Leave me, Beat me, Cheat on me, Hurt me, Use me, & Tease me! Love made me Leave him, Love made me beat her, Love made me HATE him! Love made me cry all alone at night when he wasn't home...Love made me think such CRAZY thoughts about him...Love made assumptions that got me in TROUBLE with the law for him!

"i don't think i'll ever have the strength to LOVE someone again"

Liebe opened my eyes to something so PURE & NEW! Liebe made my eyes tears up from the joy of speaking with you, Liebe made me realize i never wanted to LOVE again...Liebe made me not worry about any other BITCH that you talk to, because i knew that my Liebe for you was true!! Liebe made me realize that even though you got miles on you, i will ride until the day they put flowers on you!

IF YOU ASK ME, i don't mind NEVER falling in LOVE again, as long as the Liebe i have for you is unconditional NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!

Liebe = the german word for LOVE!
LOVE = a four letter word that made things complicated!
Having true love is a sort of wealth! Ask those who have money & cant find the love they need
Sometimes you must close your eyes to truly see...

Monday, January 25, 2010

Truth may not be welcoming to the ears or accepting 2 the heart..what matters most is that its honest words that was told from the heart alot of possitive can come from a negative reaction you jus have to let time take its course and allow it 2 happen.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

He'S nOt peRfecT. hE juSt LovEs mE peRfeCtLy.

iM aSkinG yoU to eNviSioN bRing tHe beSt thiNg thaT haS haPPenEd tO a PerSon. tHen tHinK oF me aNd KnoW tHat iS wHat yOu aRe to Me. iM aSkinG yoU tO reMeMber aLL tHe PaSSioNatE PoeMs yOu'vE EvEr heaRD aNd coMbiNe tHem iNtO tHe LarGesT moSt wOndErfuLLesT, goOdEsT beSteSt LovE PoeM. tHeN iMagiNe mE reaDinG thiS pOeM tO yoU. OnE tiMe iN fRonT oF tHousAndS oF peOpLe tO teStiFy hoW gOOd gOd iS foR inTroduCinG uS, tHe oTher miLLioN tiMes aLone iN fRont oF yOu tO teStiFy wHaT yoU meaN tO mE. No maTTeR hoW MaNy tiMes i ReaD iT. hOwEveR, juSt kNow iT wiLL oNLy bE thE haLf oF iT, caUse TheRe aRe nO wOrdS to exPLaiN yoU, my LovE poEm!

LoneLy. wiSh i haD my baBe wiTh mE.:'(.
There are many things that a person can go through. You can go through heartache. You can go through a loved one's passing. What is the purpose of a cold heart. It can be a perminant thing or it can be temporary. Things happen for a reason a person can't explain or understand. It is what it is, it's not for the world or people to understand. If something is made to happen then it's suppose to happen. You can try to change things or life as much as you want but if that's what god wants than that's what he will get. Believe me I know 1st handle going for what I want and always end up back where he wants me. I think at times that this is suppose to happen. There are people made for people and there are people that are suppose to inspire others to do great things and see great things. Don't take this as me expressing my cry's but just how I see things. Feel me or not, This has been written.